I Have No Soul, No Conscience, Floating For One Meaning

I've been doing better.
After heading home last weekend I feel a bit happier.

I'm trying to stay positive about everything.
Even though I have a bunch of stuff to stress about.
Things can only get better.

I don't know why I was thinking the way I was.
Kind of dumb

Anyway...

I'm kind of excited for the next TSoW song. I'm going to buy a mic tomorrow at Guitar Center and start recording tomorrow too. It's going to be awesome.

I've been looking for a band to join around here.
It's so hard though.
It seems like the only bands looking for a vocalist are crappy ones.
Hopefully it happens though.

Jonny Craig's new video is hella weird.
It's kind of corny, but I like it.



I've kind of realized I need to calm down.
Things aren't that bad.

Everybody Here Has Got Somebody To Lean On

Waiting for this feeling to end.

I don't know why I think or do the things I do.

I watched 500 Days of Summer tonight.
Good.
Made me feel worse though.

Going to try and sleep.

Strange day today.

My mind's cloudy

Stay With Me, Please Stay With Me

Thing's aren't too great lately.

I haven't been getting too many hours at work because my manager sucks.
I'm trying to stay on top of all my school stuff.
I can't pledge for TKE like I planned because someone screwed up.
I haven't been sleeping too great.
I've been feeling really lonely.
I don't feel like doing anything anymore.
Our apartment is so dirty. I hate it, but at the same time I don't feel like cleaning it.
I haven't sung since I've moved here.
I wasted so much gas this weekend. Kind of dumb of me.
I feel like sleeping all the time now.
This last week I was rarely sober. Trying to do things different this week.
I told a friend I'd record a song for him today. I'm gonna see if my mic works.
It might have broke on the way up here.

I just want something good to come in my life soon.
I'm ready for things to change for the better.

Do You Really Want To Get To Know Me?

I don't even know what to write.

I feel empty. Numb.

I hate this.

Cause The Season's Change Was A Conduit And We'd Left Our Love In Our Summer Skin

Haven't been on here in a while.

I moved into my new apartment earlier this week. I really love it. We almost have everything in order. I'm just kind of freaking out about JC Penney over here. The guy keeps being an asshole and not calling me back. Whatever, I'm gonna get that job.

I was definitely sad to leave Tracy. Way more sad than last time. This summer was great. I love my friends so much.

So I'm an uncle as of last Saturday. That's pretty exciting. I can't wait to meet the kid.

Money's been tight for me. My parents are helping me out some. It's definitely scary actually being on my own.

Our friend Kevin might be rooming with us, also. He's gonna bring a bed and place it in the living room. That'll make our rent lower, so I'm all for it.

I can't really sleep right now, even though I'm extremely tired.

Might watch Garden State or something. Such a come up.

I don't know how I'm going to get through this semester. Hopefully I'll be okay.