Show Me The Things That I've Never Wanted Done

So I'm laying on my bed waiting for Maria to get out of the shower. Things with her have been really awesome. I hope things stay this good for a while.

I'm moving next month into the place Kevin is staying at. There's some confusion on when his roommate will move out though. Hopefully things get cleared up soon. I can not wait to get out of this place.

I hate work so much. I've started looking for a new job. I applied to Bank of America and I'm hoping I hear from them soon. I feel like I meet their qualifications pretty well.

I love my friends out here. We all hang out at night and just sit around and talk. It's nice because it'll be warm out and really calm.

I need to get my charger back from Wennie. She's being hella ridiculous though. Pretty gay.

I've been wanting to try out for a band out here and record over this track they put up, but have been having second thoughts. I might not have enough time for a band. I might still record though just to do it.

I'm pretty broke. It's kind of scary. I'm so ready for a new job.

It's only me in the apartment now. It's kind of nice because it'll be quiet, but it's pretty boring. I really need to clean soon.

I lost my iPod and I'm so sad about it. Hopefully it'll turn up somewhere.

I'm gonna try and post more often.

Yes that's a Coheed and Cambria lyric. I started listening to them lately. Haha

One More Year

So long since I've typed in this.
I kind of don't want to anymore, but maybe this is what I need.

Things are completely different from my last post. Got my heart fucked with. Doing shitty in school. I hate my job. No more band.

I realize how lucky I am to have the friends I have. The ones in Sac and in Tracy. They've helped me get through all of this bull shit.

I'm trying to write more music for TSoW. I'm probably going to abandon the name The Summer of Wars. I already have a new name in mind, but I don't know if I want to go through all of the trouble.

This weekend is going to be awesome. I seriously cannot wait until I clock out of work on Saturday.

Things will be better. Things can be worse. I gotta keep that in my head.

They Say I Made The Moon

Been a while.

Been shitty lately.
Wennie and I are dating which is great, but she's mad at me.
I lied for a friend. Probably shouldn't have. I really hope things work out.

M83 is so good.

School's already stressing me out kind of.
Work isn't too bad. Finally slowing down.
Miss my family and friends in Tracy.
The band I joined is turning out really great.
I've been writing a lot.
Our first show is coming up. I hope I'm ready in time.
Stupid cough.

I'm quitting smoking for the millionth time.

It's scary how close you can be with someone for a while and then one day hardly talk to them. You're practically strangers. Even though you each spoke of important things in your life and felt you could completely trust each other. I guess it's life. Life is shitty. Have a good one.

I Forget Everything That's Ever Made Me

So I'm actually really sleepy and I think I should be sleeping, but I've been wanting to post a blog for a while.

I visited Tracy for a couple of days. It was nice to see my best friends. I missed them.

I've been working a lot. I'm glad that the holidays are over. It's a lot less stressful now.

Kevin is coming back next semester and I'm really happy about that. It sucks that he won't be living with us though. Oh well at least now I'll have a friend around here.

Still have no idea what's happening with that band I'm supposed to tryout for. Oh well.

I've decided that this new year that I would stop trying so hard to reach out to people. I'm tired of getting nothing back. If they really cared then they won't mind being the ones who try for once.

I'm liking things with Wennie. They're going really slow but that's good.

Kevin and I are going to Jackson tomorrow with her and her friends. It should be really fun.