Can't sleep right now. It sucks pretty bad.
I'm so stressed out it's ridiculous.
I just want everything to be solved so I can just relax. But I know I'm not going to be able to relax for a while. I'm going to have to worry about school, work, and more school and more work. Growing up is so scary. I was talking to Alva today about what I'm going to do when I'm older. She was saying I should just pursue music full on, but I explained how risky that is and stuff. I just wish I could sing and play my guitar all the time.
I posted a new TSoW track. It came out pretty good. It could be a little louder and somethings could've been better but whatever. I want to record two more tracks. I just don't have the time.
Joy's not going to Sacramento. It's a weird feeling. When I'm out there, I'm such a different person. I feel like I'm not really myself. When I'm here, with my friends, I feel as me as I can. I thought that having Joy out there with me would give me some time to be normal and what not. I don't really know when I'll have that now. Oh well. I'm sure I'll be too busy with work and school to notice anyway.
I really like this song. Even though she acts like a crack head in this video.
Gonna try and sleep. -_-
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