Everything I Loved And Feared Had All At Once Disappeared

I just worked today. Didn't do much else. I like my coworkers.

Was completely surprised by my friend visiting me. I wish I wasn't so awkward and shy.
I remember being younger and shy, and thinking that I'd grow out of it and be alright. I guess it's not happening. Hopefully I can pretend like I'm not nervous all of the time.

Tried recording a bit tonight. It took me a while because I had to change my settings to get the best sound. Might re-record what I got done though because I had to stay sort of quiet since it was late.

From what I hear, the scene here in Sac is really different than the 209. Seems sort of lamer? Not sure. I guess we'll see.

I feel like I've been thinking too much. Don't have too many people to talk to. I can type stuff here or something, but it's not the same as speaking with someone and having a real conversation. I'm hoping that'll change. We'll see.

This song keeps playing in my head.


I'm excited for Monday.