You Draw Me Pictures, I Write You Songs

I don't care if I sound lame for thinking it, but The Word Alive is actually really good.
Too bad Blessthefall, Escape The Fate, Greeley Estates and those bands trade so many members.

Well I haven't posted anything in a while. I don't know why but I haven't been motivated to write in these lately. Oh well.

Last night I went to sleep at 6:30. I woke up at around 2-3. By the time I went outside it was dark again. Never even saw sunlight. Now I can't sleep, even though I really want to. My sleeping pattern is fucked.

I have a million things due this week. I'm so stressed about school. I hate it. I just want break to be here already. Finals are going to be super hard. It sucks. During my academic advising meeting, I kind of came to the conclusion that I might not want to be an accountant. I don't want to do something I don't love. Seriously that would have been crappy. I think I still want to be a business major, but I'm not exactly sure what I want to be. I need to brainstorm some ideas or something. I need to register for classes soon. I wish things were easier.

On the other hand, I have been really happy lately. The holidays are almost here. Joy and I are going to make gingerbread houses! I've never done that before! We're also going to go ice skating, drive around and look at decorated houses, make Moose a water bowl for Christmas, sleepovers, and all sorts of fun stuff. It's amazing how happy that girl makes me. I'm feeling something I never have.

I've started writing two new songs. I might end up combining them. Or throwing one away. But the newest one I'm writing I like a lot. I started to record the cover I'm doing but I don't like the acoustics in my dorm room. So I might re-record it at my parents house.

This last weekend was pretty uneventful. Did a lot of nothing around the dorms. Oh well, I still had fun. Sexdrive is really funny.

New York, I Love You looks like such a good movie. I can't wait until it's out.

I wish I had a car here. I am starving right now, and there are plenty of fast-food places nearby.

I've been messing around with the distortion and what not on GarageBand. I wish it was better. I think I'm better off just mic-ing an amp or something.

I'm debating on staying up all night. The only problem is I have my research paper to do tomorrow and a speech I need to work on. Fuck I'm stressed.

I'm feeling really anxious right now. Not sure why. It sucks.

It's the night that really bothers me. Everyone's asleep, when I can't. No one to talk to. I just want to pass out and wake up to tomorrow.