Before Too Long You'll Be A Memory

I don't like this mood. I haven't felt this way in a while. It's like I'm really anxious about something, but I don't know what it is. I feel like I want to talk to someone, but there's no one to talk to. I don't even have anything to talk about anyway so I don't know why I'm feeling like this.

My head hurts a lot. Its making me really sleepy.

I feel like I was being a little obnoxious last night. I don't like that.

I've been so tired lately. I don't like it.

Something needs to change. I don't know what it is.

I can't stop worrying about what I'm going to do this year. I keep wondering how I'm going to get to the point where everything is alright, where I have a good income of money, where I have my own place, where I'm doing good in school, etc.

I downloaded a bunch of music this week. Two Death Cab albums, the Deltron 3030 album, the new A Day To Remember album, Justin Timberlake's first album, The Postal Service's album, and both of William Fitzsimmons albums. I want more.

Tuesday's going to be such an important day. I'm really glad I'm alive to see it happen.

Blah.