I Wish I Could Disappear, And Run Away From All Of My Fears

I just got back from taking Joy home. I'm going to miss her a lot when I'm gone.

I leave for Sac again tomorrow. I'm kind of excited. I'm kind of not. Just ready to leave this place.

I bought the movie The Wackness with a gift card my godmother gave me for Christmas. It's probably one of the best movies I've seen in a while. The music in it is really good and I was surprised to see Josh Peck in a more serious role. I really liked it a lot.

I'm almost finished with a song I've been working on for a new project I'm starting. I just need to add bass to this part, re-record this other part, add bass to that, and then do vocals. Hopefully I can do all of this before I leave tomorrow. Probably not though.

I thought tonight was going to be lame. I was sitting at home and no one called me to hangout. I figured someone would because I'm leaving or whatever but nope. Luckily Kellie called me and I went over and watched Soul Plane with her. It was actually pretty funny. Then I picked up Joy and we went to my house and ate a caramel apple. It was so good.

I finally cut my hair today. I'm really happy about it. My hair was getting really long and obnoxious.

Moose is asleep on my bed right now. I'm going to miss him a lot. He's like been my best friend lately. I can't wait until I have my own place and I can bring him up to Sac. Damn dog.

I find myself wondering how people I don't talk to or hangout with anymore are. Whatever.

The lady who cut my hair was really weird. She kept trying to make conversation with me, but I don't really like talking to people I don't know. She was really out there. She was talking about how she believes in reincarnation and stuff. That's cool if she does, but honestly I don't care either way.

So I have this weird thing when I sleep. Sometimes I talk or do things that I don't remember doing. The other day Joy and I fell asleep and she said I sat up at some point really fast and asked her what time it was. Then I laid back down and fell asleep again. I do not remember that. My roommate's said that sometimes I'll talk to him when I'm asleep. The weirdest thing that's happened to me was on Christmas. I texted this random number telling them that everyone in the house was asleep. Then I called that number like three times. I was so confused. I remember a long time ago I fell asleep on the phone with one person, then woke up later on in the night and was on the phone with someone else. It really scares me because I don't want to do something stupid while I'm asleep and not know about it.

Let's see if I do anything weird tonight.