We Walk Around This Town Like We Own The Streets And Stay Awake Through Summer Like We Own The Heat

I haven't listened to that song in so long.
It's so weird.

It makes me think of everything that has happened in the last four to five years.
It feels like it's been longer than that.
We weren't supposed to turn out this way.
We were all so close.
We had so much fun.
It honestly makes me so sad to think of the end result.

I don't think anyone who wasn't a part of our group of friends could understand how I felt. Even if I tried explaining it to them.



I hate thinking about all of the bad things that have happened throughout the years.
None of them should have happened.
Even the things I've done.

If I could go back to the state of mind I was in, I would.
If I could take back the bad times, I would.

I know when I'm older and I look back at my youth, it's the times with those people I'll remember. I'll remember the way I felt. I'll remember the things we did.
We had no idea what was going to happen in the future, but we were so sure of the way we felt then.

I'm sorry.




Today's weather was nice. I know it's only March, but I can already feel Summer getting closer.

I'll be home in a couple of weeks.

I think most of this blog came from me reading comments and stuff from a few years ago.
It's crazy how different everyone is.

I don't know.

I'm sick.

I'm going to try and sleep.