I Can Say I'd Love To Live This Life Just To Be With You

I just woke up really tired. I felt weird last night. I don't know why. It freaked me out a little.

I'm waiting for Joy to get out of school to hang out with her. It's so weird how when I'm with her I'm automatically in a great mood. She really is amazing. It's weird how I'm growing up and I'm realizing I have to be more responsible and what not. I see my sisters with their boyfriends and how they do things like work and pay bills but still have them over or something (except for my sister who's married and already lives with her other half). I can picture myself doing those things with Joy and being happy. I'm going to do whatever I can to make it happen.

I've been hanging out with Art and Kady and Anthony and Brooke a lot. It's nice being around them more.

I miss Sacramento a little bit. Being home is weird.

I meet Joy's parents on Saturday. I'm really nervous. Hopefully they'll like me. I don't want them to think I'm dumb or something.

I want Joy to come to my sister's wedding this year but the only thing is she would have to have her own room in the hotel we're staying at. Maybe I'll just pay for it. I really want her to be there with me.

I need to hurry up and apply to a few places for the summer. I'm going to try and work some other places instead of JC Penney. If I have to though, I'll see if I can get my job back. I can't just sit at home all summer.

Joy and I saw Star Trek on Sunday. It was really cool. I liked it a lot. I want to see the new Terminator, Up, Angels and Demons, and that one movie with Michael Cera (whenever it comes out). Maybe we'll start going to the theater in Manteca. I hear that one is better.

I've been writing this new song I have. It's coming out pretty good.

I need to get ready to pick Joy up.