I was Fifteen, On Top Of The World, I Was Fifteen, And You Were My Girl

I'm up right now typing a paper that's due tomorrow. It's a book report for a book I didn't read. I actually think I'm going to do well on it though. I don't really mind the whole not sleeping thing.

I've been eating what I can the last few days. I head back to Tracy for the weekend tomorrow, so I'm definitely looking forward to my mom's cooking.

I'm actually really excited for this weekend. I don't know what it is. Anthony, Art, and Joy are getting me tomorrow. I can't wait. I think I might have made too many plans this weekend though. It's weird because every other time I've gone to Tracy, people never really made an effort to hang out. Oh well. I'm going to try and do my best to hang out with everyone at some point.

We were looking at houses online around here. There are a few good ones. Our friend Carl was thinking about moving in with us but I guess that's not for sure yet. Honestly I think it'd be better if it was just Padraic, Drew, Joy, and I. We can still get a four bedroom house because Joy and I want our own rooms. I told my mom about it today and she surprisingly was completely fine with the idea. I really thought she was going to disown me for living with my girlfriend. So that's cool.

Tonight's episode of Scrubs was so sad. I honestly am upset that it's over. I mean in a way I'm glad they stopped before they got ridiculous and turned to a piece of crap, but it still sucks that they're done. The scene where J.D. is watching his future on that screen or whatever was amazing. It seriously like moved me. I don't know. I can't believe it's over. I feel like I lost a friend or something. I'm definitely going to miss it.

The band Man Overboard is seriously really good. Their CD is up for download on their page, which is really cool of them.

From the looks of it, all of my finals are going to be easier than my midterms. Awesome.

I've been thinking about how I'm still bitter about certain things from my past. I don't know why. It's stupid, but it doesn't change the fact that I am. I think there are a few things that will always be with me. It kind of sucks to think about, but maybe they'll make me a better person. I really want to be a better person.

I watched the new X-Men movie in Sonora last weekend. It was so good. There are a lot of movies I can't wait to watch.

There's this Christmas song by Man Overboard that I can't stop listening to. It's so good. It's weird how I didn't hear this song around Christmas. Especially since I had the CD and it was on my itunes.

I've missed my family a lot. I've missed my girlfriend a lot. I've missed my dog a lot. I've missed my friends a lot. Tomorrow couldn't get here sooner.