It's Been All Of My Regrets To Live A Lie

I've been so happy these last few days. It's really great to be back home.

Friday I talked to my old manager at J.C. Penney and I pretty much have my job back. I'm so relieved. I really need some sort of income coming in. I'm going to try and save a bunch. I need to buy a car this summer.

I finally met Joy's parents this weekend. Her mom and brother are so nice. I like that I can go over to her place now. The only thing that sucks is I guess her dad asked her brother if I was a pot head or something. Hopefully he'll get a better impression of me the more he sees me.

Watching Joy graduate was amazing. I'm so proud of her. I kept thinking back to a year ago when I was in her position. It's crazy to think about. Things were so different. I was so different. It seems like it was such a long time ago.

I think I'm going to try and record something this week. I don't know if it'll be an original song or not, but I'm hoping if I start the whole recording process it'll inspire me to record more songs.

My parents lied to me a million times about what they were doing this week. First, they said they were on vacation from work. I was kind of mad because I like having the house to myself. Then, they said they were going to San Diego to visit my grandparents, which would be awesome because Joy could spend the night a million times. I guess they aren't on vacation, which probably means they're not going to San Diego. Jerks.

Joy and I watched the MTV Movie Awards tonight. Andy Samberg is so funny. Miley Cirus is super lame for her "I'm on a boat" comment. Twilight got way to many awards. No matter how hot Megan Fox is, she always looks like a bitch. The funniest moment had to be when Bruno landed on Eminem. Eminem got so mad. You would think after all of the jokes he makes about people, he'd be able to handle a little prank someone played on him.

Subway dissapointed me today by telling me they don't make Prime Rib sandwiches anymore.

Conan comes back on tomorrow. I'm so happy about that. It's about time he's back on television.

It's strange to think about how this will probably be my last Summer in Tracy. I'll be moving to Sacramento for good this semester. I'll visit now and then, but I'll actually be living in Sac. I'm happy and sad about it at the same time. The 6 or so years that I "lived" here has definitely had an impact on me and who I am now.

There are so many movies I want to see this summer. Hopefully a few midnight showings.

Tomorrow Joy and I are going to have a badly needed workout session. I want to lose some weight this summer for sure.

Northstar is so amazing. I've been listening to them a lot lately. Cassino too. Good stuff.