Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I Never Meant To Say I'm Sorry And I'm Not Sad To See You Go

I'm taking a break from doing my Math homework. I'm almost done, and I'm positive I'm ready for my quiz tomorrow. YES.

So during the next week I have to talk to two of my teachers from last semester about changing my grades into WUs so I can drop them and raise my GPA and get my official bid from TKE. Why is everything so difficult for me? I'm glad they gave us a little extra time to do it. This week is going to be insane.

I head home this Friday. I can't wait. I've been missing Joy a lot and I think we really need to be together right now. I hate distance.

I've been listening to Blink 182, +44, and Angels and Airwaves all night. I'm really excited about Blink getting back together. I am pretty sure that no matter what I'm doing, I can listen to them and be happy about it.

Conan has ten more episodes of Late Night. It's going to be crazy seeing him on a different set and earlier. Jimmy Fallon better not fuck things up.

I have a title for the song I'm working on for my new project. Now I have no idea what to call my new project. It kind of sucks. Oh well.

Listening to old Blink reminds me of when I was younger. I remember thinking things were so difficult then. I was so naive. I had it so easy. I'm sure I'll think the same of me at this age when I'm older also.

"My dearest
I've missed you very very much since that last night we were together
And will hold that night especially in my memories for years to come
I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately
I've read you're letter through at least 4 times
And will probably read it more times before I'm through
I've been sitting here
Looking at you're picture and getting more home sick every minute
I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of
Except of course you, you're self
I keep thinking of you darling
I keep wishing I could be home with you
I want to leave in the worst possible way so I could come home to see you But:
Things don't look to good on that subject
This war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone I guess
I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now
I'm completely lost without you darling
I never realized I could miss anyone person so much
I just hope it won't be too much longer till I'm able to be with you again
And live a sane and normal life."

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