You're The Leaky Sink Of Sentiment, You're The Failed Attempts I Never Could Forget

I'm up right now because I can't sleep. It sucks pretty bad because Joy is falling asleep.

Friday was pretty nice because I stayed in and talked to Joy on the phone for a long time.

Saturday was pretty cool. There was an open party at the TKE house and we went. Everyone was still really cool and telling me and Pad to come out to open events and what not. I can't wait until next semester.

I like the people I know here. Sure there are times where I'll get annoyed by someone, but that happens with everyone. When Joy moves here, everything will be perfect. Why can't next year be here already.

I'm listening to Motion City Soundtrack. It reminds me of the summer before sophomore year for some reason. I think I was a completely different person then. So innocent and naive. Crazy.

I started writing a new TSoW song. I'm so relieved I wrote more today. I thought I would be playing the same two chords forever.

I'm so sick of not having a steady sleep pattern. I remember in high school I had normal sleep. I want it back.

I was talking to Joy tonight about how funny it is we ended up together. Out of all these years and while being involved with a bunch of different people.

I hate how every song I write I try in some way to make it filled with emotion and feelings, and almost never succeed. I just want to write something meaningful.

I think this song is so good.



I've been having really weird dreams lately. Last night I dreamt I was a cop. While being a cop there was this weird heartfelt lesson like I was on TV or a movie. Weird.

I think I'm going to start applying for jobs this week. I feel so adult-ish. I'm going to college, on my own, trying to find a job, getting ready to find a new place. I feel a bit accomplished. I hope my family is proud. I'm really trying.

All I want to do right now is play my guitar and sing. Loud. I never really told anybody this but sometimes I get these urges to just yell or something. I'm normally such a quiet guy that sometimes I get tired of it. Kind of weird.

This song that Joy showed me is really hitting a good spot with me. I can't stop listening to it.

I'm going to try and get some sleep.